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The Journey Begins
Chasing Waterfalls (and electromagnetic impulses from the universe)
The Universe is AMAZING!!! Have you ever suddenly gotten an impulse to take a different street and later find out there was an accident on your usual route? Maybe you suddenly have an unexplained urge to go into a store you rarely go to and run into an old friend. These could be written off as coincidences, but you innately feel that there were supernatural forces at work. Well, you could be right!
It is fairly common knowledge nowadays that the universe is full of magnetic fields, and quantum entanglement is a real thing. According to an article in the Caltech Science Exchange, “Entanglement can also occur among hundreds, millions, and even more particles. The phenomenon is thought to take place throughout nature, among the atoms and molecules in living species and within metals and other materials. When hundreds of particles become entangled, they still act as one unified object.” As I said in my previous post, everything is connected.
I truly believe that we are not god, but god is us! The Source of all that is, is all of us! Everything is made of particles, everything is conscious. The plants, the animals, the rocks, and even a steel beam. Although we have different perspectives, we are not separate, we are all part of the unified field. We are the creator experiencing the creation!
Today I got an impulse to drive to Big South Fork. I wasn’t sure why, but I have learned that those impulses often lead to my heart’s desires, so I hopped in the truck and drove.
As I headed up a mountain pass towards my destination, I noticed a small cut off the main road. Something said, Pull Off!! So, I did! I had noticed a creek alongside the road that seemed to be beautiful even though I really couldn’t see it from the curves. I thought, this might be a good spot to see how beautiful the water is coming off this mountain. When I looked over the edge of the rocks, my breath was taken away! I was treated to the most gorgeous waterfall, right on the side of the road! I have a huge connection to water; it always seems to be transformative for my mood and allows me to release stress that I have been carrying in my body. Finding beautiful bodies of water in any form is a strong desire of mine, and this one was extra special! Almost like a birthday present straight from the infinite intelligence (Source) that created the world itself!
I’m sharing this with you because I spent years looking outside myself for guidance. I used to ask others to pray for me because I thought my prayers weren’t good enough. Of course, I now know that the church has programmed us to be dependent on it. I’ll leave that thought at that for now. I’ve also spent thousands of dollars in my lifetime, not only at church, but to pay for readings and get advice from people who seemed to be connected to some supernatural source I could not access. I have finally accepted that these impulses are my own very real connection to god. It is not an audible voice, or some “being” appearing in my peripheral vision to deliver an image I have to translate. I just feel the impulse. It may come as my own voice, or inner dialogue, but it is very real. I don’t have to have to ask for help outside of myself, and neither do you. You just need to have faith in yourself as a divinely created being, experiencing creation through your own unique perspective.
My spiritual journey has been a long, lonely, and twisting path. I have spent money on candles, potions, crystals, books, readings, sessions…you name it. While these things are useful tools for setting intentions and focusing your energy, they are not going to fix your life. I hope to build a community that can fill in some of the gaps for those who are just now starting to wake up from the matrix. A place where we can encourage one another and share our own personal stories of victory and self-discovery.
All the money in the world won’t change your life. You can buy a quartz bathtub and soak in Florida Water every night, but until you tap into your own personal power and discover your emotional guidance system, you won’t notice much real change.
The frequency you emit is the frequency that finds you. If you feel that you need protection, and obsess about performing protection rituals day and night, you will definitely vibrate with things you need to be protected from. I can’t tell you how many self-proclaimed healers I know personally that regularly dabble with the dark arts. They all have one thing in common, something bad is always happening in their lives, whether directly or indirectly. I had to take a step back from such people and evaluate what kind of energy I was drawing into my own life.
This realization is one of many that has helped me turn from thoughts of suicide to a life of adventure and gratitude. Thoughts become things, as Abraham Hicks often teaches, and that includes the thoughts you have about yourself and your situation. The good news is, you can choose a better feeling thought, no matter how small of a step it is, it is still a step towards bliss.
Do you have any experiences with sudden impulses that turned into a beautiful, unexpected surprise? Leave a comment and tell me all about it!
From Victim to Victory: My Journey of Transformation
So the day is finally here. My fiftieth Birthday! Honestly, I wasn’t sure I was going to make it, but now that I am here and better than ever…I am going to finally share the story of how I went from VICTIM to VICTORY. How I went from homelessness to a six figure income. How I went from molestation and spousal abuse to an independent warrior. How I went from high school dropout to college degree. How I went from self medication to holistic health. How I learned to manage my fibromyalgia symptoms and stop taking pills. I can go on and on. Still, the main victory I want to share is how I turned my pain into personal power. How my life turned into one grand adventure after another. It has been a long, lonely journey, but the path has led me to an extraordinary life! If my only accomplishment in this life is giving another human hope, then I have lived out my purpose.
The first half of my life seemed to be filled with defeat and rejection. My mother left me with my grandparents when I was around 4 or 5. My father was an artistic soul, from what I can remember, and he ultimately lost the battle against his demons. He hung himself from a tree in his front yard over a woman, so they told me. I was raised by my mother’s family on a tobacco farm / horse ranch in East Tennessee. I got a phone call from my mother the summer after my second grade year. I vividly remember the phone call, and I remember my grandparents trying to convince me to stay. They said I would never see my pony again and honestly, leaving that pony was the hardest part of leaving. I was just a kid, a kid who felt completely rejected. I thought this meant my Mom really did love me. I thought I would no longer be a burden to my grandmother. She constantly reminded me that my parents did not want me and told me how much money I cost her. I thought that phone call meant the hard part was finally over. I would finally belong somewhere. That phone call would be the first of many crossroads in my life.
We often come to crossroads in life, if we recognize them or not. As I look back at that moment, I imagine the Devil and God standing there casting lots. You may have assumed from the opening of this post that the devil won that day. Well, up until about 5 years ago, I would have sworn he did too. But now that the scales have been removed from my eyes, I know God stood victorious. I can’t wait to tell you more about it. I also can’t wait to tell you how I finally realized that God and the Devil are not separate entities. Not from each other…and not separate from you or me. I can’t wait to share my journey. O, how it has spiraled from physical, emotional, and religious trauma to a beautiful dance. A glorious manifestation of the source that gives life to all things. And here I am, 50 years old, and I am thankful for every minute I have spent on this Earth. I stand ready to continue this journey with great anticipation. I am confident in knowing I am tapped in to my innate divinity. I am aligned with the pure positive energy that creates worlds. I am no longer a victim of my circumstances. I no longer fear my emotions. I want you to know how to tap into this ecstatic bliss as we learn the power of deliberate creation.
